revamped

10 months.

Hey berries. WOW IT HAS BEEN SO LONG. 

Theres so much that happened while im gone. I created a new blog because my old one isnt working!!

My life was going up and down ever since. It was such a hard period for me right now. 

Its now the exam period and yes, im procrastinating, typing this blog post. 

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Sometimes i just dont understand people. how can someone be so contradicting.

On the outside, they seem so loving and caring. 

But the things that they are doing totally contradicts what they say.

The worst is, you dont even know whether you could trust them.

But yet their words just draws you to them. 

Has any of you guys feel like you are so close to something but yet so far.

And whenever you just want to start living your life, something crops up and you start losing hope about everything?

Probably, im just not in a place where im suppose to be. everything seems like fake dreams.

Im just clinging on to nothing. and probably i should stand up and find a way to leave.

I know im not weak, im a strong girl. 

But sometimes there are things in life that even though its so minimum, it feels like something big to you. 

Even when someone holds you back with no sincerity, no nothing, you feel like you should actually stay. 

But in the end, everything just hurts so much.

Things i just typed probably doesnt even make any sense.

when you fall from somewhere low, it may break your bones. 

but when fall from somewhere high up, it ruins you.