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Hey guys! Holidays are here. Marks a start of bored-ness for me. 

So just a update of my life.. i will be going to upper secondary next year and i got into 2nd class instead of last. Its good and also bad tho. 

Ofcourse it is a good thing that i got Amaths and a second class but im afraid i cant cope with all the stress.

Im not a hardworking girl. 

Well so um, isn't really looking forward to anything this holiday. strict parents. fml. 

but somehow i am really looking forward to Christmas this year. i always loved christmas tho.

It is always at this point of time where i start looking back the year and start thinking and reflecting on myself alot. are you the same as me? haha.

Also, thinking about next year. i really dont want it to come. i know it will be so stress and all. and i dont want to leave my childish times(if you know what i mean). i really just hope everything will be smooth next year. a simple life i guess. Hope that i will grow closer to God too.

Many things are happening this year. Bad things. I dont really care of what happened but i really just hope everything would turn out fine through time. 

I know i shouldnt be ranting so much but theres likelots of stuff in my chest where i wish i could let out but i really dont know what are they. Sound absurd but its true. 

i should stop here. byebye (: